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About Channeling by Katie
During my time of questioning and doubting myself over all this, I one
night found myself reaching out for Lazaris as I slipped into sleep. I had
gotten into the habit of doing this over the years, so much so that it had
become an almost unconscious act on my part to reach for the Love, and
invite it to be with me as I slept, to share my dreams, inspire insights,
and allow me to experience it, and to love in return.
It was because of the success of this technique that it became such a habit.
I awoke so many mornings from a night full of rich dreams, images, insights,
and pulsating love.
During the worst moments of Forum Storm, I was plunged into such a state of
self-doubt that I ceased reaching out. I can't explain exactly why,
probably out of fear that I would discover that the love was no longer
there, the love I had come to recognize as Lazaris. I suppose I was
terrified that Lazaris wouldn't come again. After all, this person Peny
who until very recently I would have trusted with my life had told me that I
was no longer spiritual, that I had thrown my spirituality out the window.
Even though on a conscious level I was outraged at that comment, something
deep inside me evidently believed her, or at least feared that she might be
right. Maybe I had done something terrible beyond thought. I guess I was
afraid to find out.
So, on this particular night when my life had calmed down sufficiently, I
found myself returning to the habit. I gave pause, wondering if I should,
or could ask for this love. I called Lazaris to share my dreams once again.
I was ready to ask, eager to discover whether or not this love had abandoned
me. So, I asked, once again. "Please come and be with me, you who I know
and love, you who I know loves me. Please help me understand".
I awoke the following morning with these words clearly impressed upon my
mind. It was as though someone had carefully written them out for me on the
parchment of my mind, so that I could read them and revisit them at any
time.
"No loving, helpful, or wise entity would ever choose a particular
individual through whom to transmit information which is helpful or
necessary to humankind. To do so would be too limiting, simply due to
issues of proximity. Due to the physical limitations of humanity, one would
have to travel, or make purchases to access this information, once they had
somehow found out about it. This is not necessary, as all helpful wisdom
and information is readily accessible to all who ask, simply by right of
asking. This you yourself have found to be true.
Also, this type of arrangement would place an unfair burden on the ego of
the person "chosen". It would not be fair to them, and it would not be fair
to the egos of those "not chosen". True loving entities, helpers and
guides to do not ever pick and choose certain individuals upon whom to
bestow special favors, gifts, or abilities. All of humanity has the same
free and simple access to all help and blessings. There is no such thing
anywhere as channel chosen in this way. Everyone is a channel. Never
allow or ask anyone to do for you that which you can easily do for yourself.
In doing so, you simply waste your time, and risk never allowing a direct
connection with those who are committed to loving you and helping you."
This just makes perfect sense to me. How about you?
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