I finally received the first tape after the P&M deaths. I thought I would finally cancel my tape subscription, but I just decided to wait a little longer so I can hear the latest nonsense he relays about the terrorist attacks.

He spends a good 10-15 minutes talking about the deaths. Jach's voice is clearly nervous throughout most of the talk. So much for Jach being an objective channel that Lazaris transmits "bits and bleeps" to.

The entire tone of the talk is that P&M are now with Lazaris doing even more wonderful things than they did on earth. Like that would be hard to do. He says that it is glib to say that our loss would be L's gain. He also says that more accurately we will find that our loss will eventually be found to be our gain. I don't know about all of you, but all of the issues I felt over Peny's death centered around how the Lazaris material seemed to fail. This was never addressed.

He VERY explicitly says that Peny's death had nothing to do with any disease or illness and that it was in no way related to any cardiac or respiratory disorder or complication. He said that the medical examiner said the death was from natural causes, but the medical examiner was unable to find a reason why she died. Lazaris claims that she left her body and decided not to return. He claims that her ability to make quick choices and decisions in life was evident here also.

He claimed that Michaell had a level of commitment and integrity that was unparalleled. I guess L forgets about the MLM deals and Michaell's abandonment of her daughter. He implies that this commitment to Peny was behind his suicide. Of course, he first gives the legal disclaimer that neither Lazaris or anyone at CS encourages or endorses suicide. It seemed out of place to mention CS unless he was covering his legal butt.

Lazaris offered to surround us with his love and light so that we can find resolution and peace. Also, he claims something like we will become slightly more of our truer selves in the process.

Lazaris says that the reasons for death are always private and he will not discuss why they died to honor their privacy. A couple minutes later, he spills his guts, apparently forgetting his earlier words. He says that she was done with her 2 mandatory and 5 chosen life focuses.

The whole thing is rather sickening.

I then did my best to listen to the rest of the tape. I never made it past the first side of the first tape.

Send Pepto-Bismol...I just heard the voice of the "Orb" for the first time in months.....Gag Gag Gag Gag!!!!

All that heavy breathing....I had forgotten!!! YECCCHHHHHHH...it's like having some creepy Chester the Molester breathing in your ear.......Mercy!!!!......Get that ick off of me!!! Is this Jack's damned sex life????????

Wank in private you creepy blob ball!

Here's my summary of the Ballad of Peny and Michaell by the Orb.

Love Bomb Love Bomb LOVE BOMB!!!!!!

We don't denigrate or nobilize their deaths (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie

We (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing) honor their (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing) privacy.

Peny was known for her swift and decisive decisions ((heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

Love Bomb Love Bomb Love Bomb (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie

We loved them first and now we love them even MORE (than the rest of you)(heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

Physically and metaphysically Peny left and decided not to return (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

She had completed her 2 mandatory and 5 selected missons (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

She went ahead of the consensus (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

Love Bomb Love Bomb Love Bomb

Michaell's level of committment and integrity was unparalleled. (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

His understanding and compassion were integral to his living. (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

Love Bomb Love Bomb Love Bomb

All the words seem so small...{heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

Love Bomb Love Bomb Love Bomb (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

They are making magic and maps in words (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing) they only dared hope they would

Love Bomb Love Bomb Love Bomb (heavy breathing heavy breathing heavy breathing)

Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie

Katie

I'm glad to see I'm not the only one to have such a reaction to this part of the tape.

You said Lazaris said: Michaell's level of committment and integrity was unparalleled...

This is perhaps the phrase that upsets me the most. Of the little we know of Michaell, we do know:

1) He broke up a marriage (commitment/integrity).
2) He was involved in Tradevest and other schemes (integrity).
3) He abandoned his daughter (commitment).

I am far from an angel, but I would gladly go head to head with Michaell on issues of commitment and integrity.

So what did Lazaris mean by "unparalleled"? I guess a deeply ingrained FOL might justify the inconsistency as saying that it was unparalleled in the sense that someone else does not have the "identical" aspects of commitment. In other words, everyone on earth has an unparalleled level of commitment. I guess we are going back to the Clintonesque definition of words such as "is".

Other FOLs will find some way of justifying/rationalizing Michaell's behavior so that Lazaris will not be seen as telling a lie. This same type of thinking could most like be used to justify any type of behavior such as Hitler's or Bin Laden's.