Posted by Lorca on 01-31-2001 09:51 PM
Lazaris Does Exist, IMO. That View Doesn't 'Fly' Here.Dear Jeremiah,
Looks like you came up with a "friendly universe" in answer to the question you posed for yourself on your walk. I'm very happy for you to be freeing yourself. And I'm really appreciating your posts. I like "JachZaris", that's catchy, and nicer than what comes to my mind which is "Jachass."
You said, "I think those of us heavily into Lazaris became focusbound on Lazaris and the teachings. It became the organizing principle of how I experienced the world."
Exactly my feeling. As I am going through the process of deprogramming myself (along with 2 other members of my family), I'm deconstucting that Lazaris "focusbound" organizing principle that I used to perceive the world for so long. It takes patience because memories, feelings beliefs are all getting turned over in my mind.I experience a variety of feelings on different days. This site is a great steadying support through all the ups and downs. Once in a while I even experience a moment of disbelief at all this upheaval, which started beginning Jan. 8 when I first arrived at this site.
Good thing you spared yourself the private consultation. I had two that kept me busy processing B.S. information for months.
Lorca