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Katie D
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posted 02-12-2001 09:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Katie D     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Happy Monday Good Friends!

I received the following email this morning, and as requested I am posting it here for all to read.

"Katie,
I do not know if I am posting this in the right place, if not could you
please post it or tell me where to post it.

I too have had numerous run ins with Concept Synergy and received the same
treatment on the Forum as so many of you have experienced. After looking at
the things that did not feel right, did not make sense and the treatment I
received, I decided that, using my discernment, it was time for me to leave.

I had to process my anger, my hurt, but my Soul had already started leading
me to the next path of my journey. I felt sad because I wanted this to be a
place where I could belong, but I realize now that I belong to myself and am
part of the universe, part of Source/All That Is. I realize that I need to
keep searching for truth wherever I find it wherever it resonates for me and
move on.

I learned much through the Lazaris material and grew up spiritually - I have
had to totally separate the material from Concept Synergy and then look at
the material through the eyes of truth and see what felt right for me.

Whether this is Jach making this up or not, I do not care at this point -
except if he did - he did "one hell of a job" for we were drawn in to the
style of teaching, the integrity as we saw it at that time, to the love that
we felt there and as someone stated - we may have opened to the love in our
own hearts. Nothing wrong with that.

We do now have a choice to move elegantly from this, doing our research,
looking at what we have learned that we feel is right for us, healing the
betrayal, the anger, the hurt and using the techniques that work and move on.
For we are map makers - not the only ones, there have always been mapmakers
on this planet - but not in such large numbers as now. We are going home
each in our own way. We are healing.

I processed the anger, the hurt, the letter I received from Jach, the
unreasonableness of these people, the judgment that I felt and realized that
it was not me - that I was fine. Then looked at the gifts I received and
also told my soul that I choose to learn with joy. I have been so much more
careful of what I hear and read now and love how and who I am and am
becoming.

It is so important to get it out of the system for unless we do, I feel we
are still tied to them. It may take working with someone you trust to help it
move along.

There is a technique that may help to get this out of the system. First see
the big story, then condense it into a little story, than make the "bad
person" right story - maybe we choose to experience this before we came (why
would so many wonderful, caring, growing people get involved - there had to
be some truth in what we were learning -) and then see this story from the
viewpoint of a little bird on a fence.

Then breath everything in and breath it out until the release is there. Then
tapping your chest just below your throat, say "I love and accept myself just
as I am."

I do not regret my experiences there at all - I am grateful I moved on and
will continue growing in healthy ways for myself."

Donna (Last Name removed)

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Katie D
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posted 02-12-2001 09:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Katie D     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My email response to Donna:

"Hi Donna,

Thank you for writing. It's nice to hear all perspectives.

Have you read on our discussion board at all?

We are at http://www.cosmicfool.com/discussion

At your invitation I am posting your email there for the benefit of everyone
who posts there too.

I am sure that you will find that most who have contributed to our message
board have given much consideration to the points you make.

Maybe it will be interesting for you to join in our discussion and see where
it takes us all.

I'm very glad to hear that you have no regrets, and that you have moved on
to continued growth and healing through your personal efforts.

Ted and I do care very much whether or not Jach is faking, and we are
concerned about the techniques he uses. To us it is not at all irrelevant.

Due to the feeback we have received both publicly on the board and through
private communication we have become aware of a pattern and degree of abuse
which cannot, in my opinion, be set aside and simply written off as
unimportant. We have made the decision to pursue further information to
allow ourselves to be fully informed and aware of all that has taken place
within Concept/Synergy which has had profound impact on ourselves and
others.

To us, this is very important, possibly vital. We want to know exactly how
and why we all invested so heavily and believed so strongly in something
which now makes no sense to most of us.

So, I'm sure your post will be received with interest and will be responded
to. I hope you will join us in sharing your own perspective and experience.

All information and feedback is most valuable to those of us who have chosen
to process this experience further. I'm sure you can respect and hopefully
support our decision in addressing these vital spiritual issues differently
than you have chosen to do.

I hope to see you visit our message board, you are most welcome.

All the best,

Katie

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Jade
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posted 02-12-2001 03:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Jade     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello Donna,
Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us. I too hope you will read more of the information on this site.

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Whether this is Jach making this up or not, I do not care at this point - except if he did - he did "one hell of a job" for we were drawn in to the style of teaching, the integrity as we saw it at that time, to the love that we felt there and as someone stated - we may have opened to the love in our
own hearts. Nothing wrong with that.

Fortunately most of us got some benefit out of the "Lazaris" material. Probably ex-Moonies, ex-Scientologists, ex any cult could say the same. We were all intent on growing and loving. So intent that we managed to do both but it cost us plenty, and much more than financially.

Personally I believe "Lazaris" is an act put on by Jach, in which he collaborates with Peny and probably a couple of other people. Along with the information that resonated as "truth" (the seduction) there is also a lot of misinformation. It's important to sort that out for the sake of one' own spiritual and personal integrity.

A few weeks ago I saw some street people beating up on someone. I couldn't just walk by without doing something. That's how I feel about Concept:Synergy. Because I had a very tumultuous but brief experience in the forum, I regarded it as a incongruent but isolated event for several years. That helped me stay in denial about "Lazaris". Once I happened on this site (in January/used to post as Lorca) and realized that what happens in the forum is an oppressive pattern, enforced by the very people who are closest to "Lazaris", I had to take a closer look at everything. Ultimately I could only conclude that no great loving spirit would single out woman who behaves as badly as Peny, or speak through a man as controlling and manipulative as Jach. These two are highly toxic, that toxicity permeates their Concept:Synergy creation, and is becoming more apparent in their ghost "Lazaris."

The truth feels good to me. Out of love for ourselves we owe it to ourselves to inquire after the truth. The truth does set you free.

To quote Katie's post;

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To us, this is very important, possibly vital. We want to know exactly how and why we all invested so heavily and believed so strongly in something which now makes no sense to most of us.

This is taking responsibility for ourselves and is prevention for future mis-steps. This is a meeting ground for support because waking up from this trance is painful and confusing at first. It involves taking a close hard look at oneself, not just the perpetrators of the sham.

I tried being a "little bird on a fence" at first, but then realized I needed to understand exactly what I had incorporated into my spiritual perspective, and why I was so blind for so long.

My best to you on your path.

Love,
Jade

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